i hate steph just because shes older than me and is in hight school she thinks she can do watever she wants wenever she wants and she is always hurting me n swearing at me n making me cry but i just cant stand it n it doesnt help wen my mum n step dad might be splitting up but i actuly dont mind that because i hate jamie to his uts aswell just like steph xx thanx xx
and because my boyfriend is an alcoholic and a very angry person i had to abort them both!! i hate that i cant just choose who i fell in love with. i hate that my children paid for that and im still here. i hate myself for being to weak to support them myself! i hate that i still love him in spite of my lost.